Aside from the fact that I'm running out of things to write about in the second paragraph, I do feel better. Don't know why, really. I've yet to do anything different. Perhaps just considering doing things adds to the whole life experience. I didn't go to that GDT thing tonight. I had considered going, but really didn't. The most likely outcome that I could think of in my head was showing up at the place, but not knowing where they actually were in the place. (It's a cafateria-like building, so I could easily not know who they were since I don't know of any specific faces to look for). Had I gotten so far as the building, I would have considered my even leaving the apartment a success and left to go somewhere else. I probably would have walked back to my truck and tried to figure out where to actually go. It'd be cool if there were a park or something, but I don't think there is. Also, it would be around 8:30, so it'd probably be closed or something. At this point I'd consider heading back home and watching anime or something. That or sitting in a parking lot for a while.
But hey! I didn't do any of that! Yeah! I'm horrible like that. Even if I go somewhere, it's rare that I attempt conversation with anyone. I just would rather go somewhere else and do nothing. Maybe go to Borders and read a book or something. Who knows.
Well, it's later than midnight by quite a while. I figured since the deadline was set by me, I'd understand if I couldn't get it done by then. If not, I'll just call in sick or whatever. I'd never be able to tell over the phone anyway.