So I've got Bowie on the headphones and about 25 minutes 'till the album is over. Let's see if I can't enlighten and amuse through the power of rambling. Yes, straight on rambling. None of this structure crap. Punctuation optional. Coherancey. Yeah. Yeah. My head is going crazy with stuff that needs to get done. Looming over me is a dreaded six hour drive. It's not so much fear as... it's fear I guess. I don't want to do it. I want to be home for Christmas. I will be home for Christmas. I just don't want to drive down there by myself. It'll happen though. I don't want a ride. I don't want a flight. I want to drive down there. Six hours of forced consciousness trapped in a car with myself. Yeah, i'm kinda looking forward to it. Fear to anxiety to expectation. I thought in my head about the chance that I swerve off the road or something. Only by myself. No cars hit or anything. Just sorta hit a patch of ice and slide of into a ditch. Not even something I could get out of. No, stuck. I'd be stuck. So much would be thrown at me. I'd be reduced to almost tears. Failure, fear again. Hahaha. I'd of course have my mp3 player with me which can record stuff, too. I'd record something into it. Like this only with speech. I wonder what it would say. I really wonder. And then I realize that if it would happen I'd know i wrote this beforehand. I would laugh so loud. Loud, bolofusomething ( i forget the word), maniacal laughter. Haha. When I typed Maniacal some mad piano music started. It was almost queued up. I would laugh so much. Sometimes a hair will fall on my hand and I'll think it's a bug and freak out for a second. Yeah. I need a haircut before I go. I don't want to deal with hair as I'm driving. It's been starting to bother me recently. Oh well. I started to play Animal Crossing. There's this frog girl in the town and I keep talking to her. I don't know why. It makes me wonder why I would choose the frog over the penguin or elephant or bear. Well, the penguin is a jerk and goes on and on about how busy she is and how lower-class I am. I like my crack-shack walls!! I bought new walls, though. I went back to the frog girl and went into her house and she has the same walls. It blew my mind. I had been in there before, but I never noticed the walls. Oh well. I hated this one bird guy because he seemed snobbish. He's pretty cool though. I started talking to him and all that and he's alright. He's alright. I need more money though. I need to get a bigger house so I can hold my stuff. It's so materialistic. I wanted to right "you are not what you own" on my door, but no one in town would get it. Or would they. I don't know how smart their silly little AI heads are. I have to make this graphics thing for my Computer Graphics course. Ha ha ha. I just reread that. Heh. Yeah, but I don't know exactly what to draw and I don't have the time. I have to write a paper for my other class. It's about how the Internet has affected the Promotion and Distribution of independant music. It's gotta be like 4 pages and he wants references and crap. I'm just gonna type for a long time about stuff and cite a few review sites and forums. The class is pretty much a joke anyway. That's due thursday. My last class is on thursday. My CG thing isn't due 'till saturday, though. That's gonna decide when it is I drive back. I don't know how it's gonna pan out. I'm gonna draw Red Robot for one of the frames. Don't know what else. Perhaps something else robot related. I dunno. Twelve minutes left. Hrm...today was someone's birthday and I didn't go to their party since I didn't know when it started. Oh well. Happy Birthday anyway! Even though i know they don't read this. ahahah. It's my site i'll do what i want. I got my dad to order me this book from japan that has pictures and info for every Famicom game released. I can't wait to read it. It's supposedly poorly translated, but it sohould be funny at least. yeah. I wonder what other random things my 'rents thought to buy me. Should be fun. See, I want to go back home for Christmas. I just don't want to drive back there. But i do do i do i do. Yeah haha. I should write a song and convince someone to sing it and then I'll say it was my song and they were just covering it and that the original was better. then they'd be all 'prove it' and i'd sing it but it'd be entirely different and then they'd say it wasn't a cover then but i'll insist it was and remind them what i pay them for and then they'd say i don't pay them and i'll laugh. hahaha hahaha. take that !! my non existant band writes and performs better songs that you cover than you!! hahaha. just kidding i don't have a fake band or real band or any band or songs. I think i may have wrote one once but it didn't work out. really. my version was better though. SIGH. that should be enough. One more song to go. Gotta upload it all and everything. See you all tomorrow. hehe heh heh. WRITE IT DOWn!!1