i am back in rochester and things couldn't be better. buying food and hooking up computers. scouring for a job and dreading classes. running in circles that end up in sleep. to do lists that only get one check per day. posters and free time and waiting for someone else to show up. i know i needed to get here early. i don't know why i can't say why. must drive car to consume. vrooooom. all these things to put up but there is no room for putting up. put up or shut up, willy. cookies filled with chocolate and teeth to brush. gum with tatoos that add up for super show. happy makes everything seem better. better off happy. internet with speed is like life with speed and more mp3s than my speedy hand can shake a speed stick at. i didn't wear deoderant today. sometimes sound cards want to make you make them work but they know that they're broken but want your kind words and effor to make up for it. don't let them down. cheer them up. happy soundcard. networks upon networks. signals fill the air. waving birds and data packets mixing in with waves of sound to hit my ears and drive me backwards insane. we know the message. we don't know the message. up up down down you know the rest. air feels hotter inside private chambers. outdoors is nonsense and indoors is fake calm. cool and calm. feel the lightning. ride the lightning. take out an intro and rawk out the chorus and bring it home over the bridge and dump them in the valley. plug 'em in and watch it explode. but not really though. you know you need the higher numbers if you want to compete. go for complete. hide the stuff and keep it known to the inner circle. once there was a better way of doing things but the time has passed. that bird has flown. i have flown. we al have flown but i am being left behind. tick tock goes the fake clock. gears inside of silicon to hide what's going on. screwdriver to the digital brain. blinking twelcve never lies when you want the night to stay forever with you. close the windows, shut the shades. bar the doors and hide the pets. no one will tell you what to do. you don't need their time. your time is yours until the next day. you only wish you had your time still. countless songs from countless collections making up the best way to travel in the slowest manner follow the road to freedom. don't think twice. watch that backspace key. don't hit the delete. there are traps everywere. cross paths with the one you want to love and see what happens. you probably don't like themeither. memories to come and memories to go. two way street. with no u-turns. clicky, clicky. animations are on the screen but not the right ones. pick it up. drop it. give it your hate. see what it gives. it learns from you but never really learns at all. abuse and neglect and adoration aree the same to it. feed on. perhaps a snack? have some tea. green or red and black? sugar, no? no sugar? i am back in rochester.